i was really disappointed to being angry. i was close to tears jus now cos i was really really scared of doin as bad as last night. well i failed anyways. what upsetted me was that, i thought ive friends, thou not all are my really friend friends, but i thot i had at least a few that close friends whom i could really depend on when i really needed them. guess i am not as important as their crushes, bf, or gf. sod best friends and good friends. i'v really extreme no trust in this kind of bullshits already. this time round i'm not giving a damn fcuking concern to these shit friendships, except jessica koh ming li. you arse-holes could just come to me yourselves, i'm no longer gonna be the one to make the 1st move, i'm no longer gonna make any move to make an effort to continue those so-called friendships. because i am sick of those disappointments already.
jess, really thank you for being there. really thank you, so much so much.
jazzed it up at 6:29:00 PM.
6:29:00 PM
her biography.
alanda ng shi jie.
16 May 1988.
taurus
NYP
Regrets kept me going. Memories leave me smiling.
as the saying goes,
don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
=)
dum- deedly- dum.
her luxury essentials.
snuggling under my covers
shopping
colours
JAZZ
jazz it up with.
rebonding Lancome Miracle [so magic] =) sewing machine =)
LEVIs
more tops
more skirts
more accessories
handbags
trainers
tracks stuffs
more of everything =)
most importantly, i wanna get a job!
