Thursday, November 30, 2006.
i'm so fcuking-ly pissed right now.
i wanted t do the whole accounting report by myself, but my group mates want t do too. i was so happy when i heard tt, since i couldnt do e whole thing myself. so i did the 1st part already. then 1 of e guys said his gf graduated from business, therefore she's good at accounting, let her do all n asked the rest t sit back n receive e done report. fine. i received their "done" report today when i need to hand up tmor. nvm. e best part is she gave me all bullshit, bullshit, so much craps with none of them at all needed for the report. thanks alot. i'm so fcuked up that i feel like printing this entry out n hand up as my report.
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Sunday, November 26, 2006.
dad slept on my bed last night again, the sofa, so i had t sleep in e room. but anyways, i'm gonna hav e whole room t myself, its greattt!! i'm lovin it. cos my sisters arent gonna be home, n mom's outta town, what a great one!! but lab test tmor, this isnt nice one.
hmmm... i managed t scare someone with my BOO!! at last!! hahas.. twice t goh guo xin. hahahs.. its was really funny.
sorry t make u wait, hope u enjoyed my family's company. =)
hmmm... my aunt said those ppl in my family are either good at drinkin or gambling or both. hahas.. i dont gamble, cos i dont know how t, mel does. my mom said t her," u wan t learn, can.. but only learn t b e best gambler." wtf. hahas..
so i only drink. but my aunt does not approve of how me n mel drink. cos we take big gulps at each time, she said if we do this often, e next time we'll hav t drink more n plenty in order t get e kick. hmmm.. need t change..
then my dad jus mentioned on e car not t drink too much, cos 1 of my uncles drank too much n often that he hurt one of his veins, n now he walkin with a walkin stick. he stil quite young. omg.. i cant imagine myself with a walkin stick..
ciao.
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Thursday, November 23, 2006.
thank you mr goh guo xin for helping me to find a new template.
=)
thou its not really what i want, but i think its definitely better than the old one.
thankyou!
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-we r jus so like fake frens now. n i dont like it. jus end this relationship between us alrights? please dont run away from the problem whenever i bring it up.
anyways, attended 2nd of the 3 sisters 's wedding ytd. it was BEAUTIFUL! i so wanted t cry. its like jus not so long ago when i always cried t go t their hus t hang out n work. they gave me my beautiful english name. its so fast so fast. the 1st sister jus got married, n it was e 2nd ytd, 3rd's time coming, n 4th bro's one. n its mine. i so dont wanna grow up n lose e so much love they once showered on me.. its scary, despite how much effort i'v put in t learn abt life, it's stil scaring me.
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Saturday, November 18, 2006.
i didn keep to my words, i went to the hospital ytd t scold him, at last, he was willing to leave that place. this isnt e matt i knew. hais.. why hav things come to this end? but i was glad that yuan brought me to the sushi making class. its was quite fun. causing me t smile t whole time there. hahas.. thank you yuan!
i jus hope that ABCs can communicate things better than using the mere ABCs.
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Thursday, November 16, 2006.
i dont know t say i am sorry or that u really deserved it. hais. sorry but i still wont go n visit u at e hospital. bcos i know u always think u will hav your way. but u know me, i will giv when i think it is right. this time round, .. we'v known each other for years n more years. i thot u would hav changed. but u didn. u'r still of the same. wells, i think u shouldnt change at all, u should find someone who could tolerate or love u for u, and wont make u change.
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006.
so many things to say, but too lazy to type all. hmmm..
1 major thing thou,
he was a flirt, he is a flirt. what t expect. its hard t change. its dumb of me t think that he changed, or whatever. what a flirter. t think that i knew nuts when i was about t get together wit him, he was at it too when we were quite close. too bad guy, 1 of those victims is my fren, another 1 is my ahbeng cousin's fren. wah. wish u best my dear. please do not expect me t give u a genuine smile. i could no longer do it.
happier note, i'm recovering. but jessica is ill now. hahas..
jess, really sorry.
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Monday, November 13, 2006.
BURN BABY BURN.
i'm feeling so great now compared to the past days.
THANK YOU JESSICA FOR THE FISH PORRIDGE YOU BROUGHT TO ME!!
YOU ARE ABSOLUTE SWEETEST. i am sorry to make u worry by cryin to you. hahas.. emotional.
stan, sorry to make u worry too.
I'm so glad that i'm no longer HOT, [ hahas.. yuan yik]. but my throat still strained with blood. yupps..
afr this incident, i'v known really, friends r so much better than family. family are jus the ones waitin for u to go, so u do not hav to fight for parents cash and all. fcuk it. but dad was sweet too. so i removed my nail polish off my toes to repay him. muahahas.. that was what he wanted so badly. but thankfully he wants me to do it. cos my nails are yellow. think i'v painted too many times already. so i'm so going to NOT paint it already. alrights.. not that often. yupps. hahas..
oh jess n stan, thank you! muacks!! i will b e irritating one once again. muahahas..
thank you! =)
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Thursday, November 09, 2006.
i dressed like a construction worker to school today. hahas..
hmmm.. i was supposed to go to malaysia with my family jus now, but i fell asleep, so we didn go in e end. hahas.. wasted.
bored. till laters.
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006.
guys with perky butts are sexy. but THOMSON is not, because he is a potential wanna-be ah beng construction worker. hahas..
my cousin who jus bcame an insurance agent is at my hus right now. i showed him all the policies, n he asked me so many questions of those i have no answer to. omg. hahas.. i need to find my consultant like right now, but i think he is serving whatever overseas now. damn.
wells.. its been like so so so long since we laughed n chatted like that. i guessed we both grew out of the awkward-ness already. hahas.. idiot guy.
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006.
just when i am unable to go with the flow, out of it, everyone elses are able to. and i'm left behind.
i am getting bitchy these days, wondering whether itis because its that time of the month or cos of influences. i bitch about this one good friend of mine. i am disappointed by this fact. but i cant help it, because i will get so irritated by their behaviour.
sheralyn, dont worry. i didnt spill out any of your secrets.
i just hope to go back with the flow, be that patient one.
i want to be myself again.
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