Thursday, December 28, 2006.
i caught this movie today, ermmms.. i know the movie was supposed t start at at 2.05 but i was really really late for it. really sorry guo xin. u are one nice guy who's always making me feel utterly guilty. =(
anyways, i've gotten my sewing machine!! at last! damn it. i'm so happy! my dearest dad's the ultimate sweetest guy, i'm so glad for him.
hmmm.. i got into trouble with my mom, thou this's no surprise, but stil, i couldn get outta e house for afew days, cos i went far beyond the beyond already. so sorry ppl if i cant get out. yupps..
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006.
one of my gfs's having prb, one prb that we so often see.
so when i was asked t voice my opinion, i said, give him a chance t come up with solutions o whatever. i said, giv him e chance, even thou he might choose t hurt u o make e same mistake again.
bcos if he hurts u again, u can really forget abt him already. at least u hav sth t account t urself that u gave him e chance b4, he jus didn make use of it.
however, most of e time, when e most ppl(those who were given e chance) didn make use of the chance, n were no longer given another chance. they will blame those who gave them the chance, they will blame them, sayin that one chance isnt enough.. blah blah.. so they rather make use of the chance t hurt again, instead of changin at least a little for the better??.. whatever, actually, they wont even rembr e chance once given.
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Monday, December 25, 2006.
thou meetings are short, but i'm still happy for those meetings, catching up with my lovelies.
=)
thanks everyone for the presents.
=)
hmmm... my dad wants t buy me a sewing machine. omg, i wanted so much t scream with joy. but cool, i kept it cool. hahas.. but my dad was tryin very hard t keep his laughter when he saw me struggling not to be so excited about it. so embarrassing. ahahas.. so i need t go n find, see see look look for the best suitable for me. heex..
hmmm.. i'm gonna save $$ t get my dad a shaver, he lost his when we moved hus. yuppps..
anyways, merry christmas and a happy new year!
p.s. if e way i replied msg o i sprouted nonsense when u guys called me last night o morning. ermmm.. sorry. hahahs.. was alittle on e high side.
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Friday, December 22, 2006.
i drove my mom's car last night for the 1st time,
its was difficult, the wheel was heavy. n my parents commented that my speed was fast.
i still prefer gettin chaufeured then driving myself.
..anyways, thanks for tryin t make me down when i'm at last tryin t feel better. i guess u couldnt tolerate others tryin t make themselves feel better. so this is what u called friendship? u can hate me or blame me for these whatever happenings, if that would make u feel better, i don't give a damn care. its ur own life, if u wanna end it, do it. u have only yourself t account t, n ur family who cares for u.
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006.
i am high high high.. on diesel? hahas.. Whatever.. jus HIGH!! major one!
hahas.. i've gotten my driving license. lulalalu.
hahas.. at last its over, OVER!! oh yea. its a nice christmas present i've gotten for myself.
anyway ANYWAYS! i'm feeling so happy these few days, thou thr's nth much. but many little things r makin me happy.
=) heex..
be happy people!
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Sunday, December 17, 2006.
lightning thunder lightning thunder. i hate them!! **growls!! they are major scary ones.
anyways, elicia, my baby cousin's family just moved to sengkang too. hahas.. now i could always see her when i'm free. she was so sweet that day i went t her place.
=)
today i went t my godmom's place. but before that, i went for driving practical. i was waitin at the bus-stop out ssdc afr the lesson for my ride. then i saw 2 little kittens thr. i hate cats, i loathe them, i'm scared of them. but.. they were real pitiful, someone put them into a small plastic bag n threw them thr. 1 of them dropped t the floor, wet. the other was struggling t get out of the bag, thr was cat's poo ard the bag. those kittens i usually see are always leaping around, but they were e 1st ones which i saw, moving only when they r shivering. i called SPCA 1st, they said, they would most prbly put them t sleep, so they advised me t put them in any box i could find, n leave it at e busstop or police station, n pray for some kind souls t take them in.
in e end, i brought them t my godmom's place, cleaned them n fed some milk with e help of my "helpful" little cousins, n brought them t e estate wher thr r many people taking in of strays. yupps.. cos i was quite allergic t cats, thrfore my face n arms were red with rashes. so when i came back frm leaving them, my aunts thot i cried when i left them. hahas.. cos i'm always like that when i see any poor animals or what so ever. hahas..
hmmm.. a few mins afr i reached, my older cousin brought a pup from the pets shop downstairs, someone bought her daughter a pup as a present. hahas..
it was really friendly, that it licked the whole of my legs n arms n face. hahas..
anyways, nth much. tv tv now..
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Saturday, December 09, 2006.
jus came back from the dentist.
new news, i CAN can pluck only 8 teeth, IF ONLY i pull my lower jaw out. its the process of slicing the jaw at e back n pulling of jaw in e braces process.
so if i dont do that, then ermmm.. 11 teeth has to b plucked. understand? not removing of jaw! hahas..
k. ciao. goin out for awhile.
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Friday, December 08, 2006.
call me an escapee, i don't care, becos i am one for this prb. i am not usually someone to escape, but this time round i don't think e prb lies with me. its not my problem in the 1st place, the only prb was that i was being the nosy busybody. i don't want t be bothered abt it already. i am really sorry to jessica to having to make her go thru this, n now i am leaving her behind. sorry to stanley, jus sorry.
i'm back to my early morning daily dose of the healthy family drink, Yakult, with a bowl of honey stars ( sometimes with nutella or milk.) and also with my daily dose of healthy gossip.
=)
i am going to be busy with mugging for common test, so won't b online so often, not as if i'm always online too.
p.s. can those who has my blog link to remove them off your blogsite? cos i prefer my blog to b readable to those who has my link in the 1st place. yes. thanks.
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Sunday, December 03, 2006.
You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
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Saturday, December 02, 2006.
to m.
if u know this is going to happen n u still let it happen, dont blame anyone but yourself.
i know i often do things when i already know of the bad outcome. i can only blame myself when that happen. but sometimes, the process is what i want, i dont mind the outcome.
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to stanley:
1. u are like a big brother to me, someone whom, i know would always be thr for me when i have problems.
2. i can understand when u mean getting jealous, i would, used t, get jealous too when my best friend, felicia's close to other ppl. but it doesnt affect me already, bcos i know, despite the many other close friends or friends she has, i know she has never forgotten abt my presence n we would try t catch up when we have even the tinist slightest free time.
3. u may say i dont always share e things i tell t jess only. but u hav t understand, different ppl has different personally, style or whatever, that = t say that not everyone can b shared of the same stuffs. 1 example: some girls stuffs can b shared b/w the girls. but i would sometimes tell u abt them too.
or sometimes, i didnt even tell jess abt a thing on purpose, it may b a comment on a spur of the moment, example: walked past a short guy, commented"that guy is so short", n that same guy walks past us at another day, then both jess n would look at each other n rembr that comment n laugh or what.
THIS is NOT called keeping things from u. do i hav t always rembr all my comments that i made within a day n then report t u?
n i do not even tell evan or fish or jialu everything.
4. 1 single person does NOT necessarily has t hav only 1 or 2 close friends. i do not hav only u n jess, i hav fish jialu evan. n i hav many other friends like kaishing n yuan who can make me laugh. is it that that can make u jealous abt? what do u want me t do?
someone who can make me laugh n can talk t me abt everything, n i hav t tell him or her "sorry i 'v got too many close frens n ppl who can make me smile already, so please stay away frm me."? is that u want me t do?
i can fully understand if u say u r jealous once or twice, but too often, i would say u r selfish. i am so sorry if i'm hurting u with my words. but if we r close frens, we should b honest with each other. n i feel that i should hurt u now instead of in e future, i hate to push things off.
5. u may think i am not thinking for u, but rembr many things have got the positive n negative sides, but most of the time ppl can only see e negative side, its only when they r calm to think str that they can see the slightest positive side. then they hav t choose whenever they want to move on with e positive outlook or negative ones.
but positive isnt an easy path, so others may push themselves t learn t b stronger go on. its only those weakling losers who would give up n move down the negative route. u only hav 1 life in this life, r u gonna let urself down by pushing urself into e darkness of the world?
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