1. u are like a big brother to me, someone whom, i know would always be thr for me when i have problems.
2. i can understand when u mean getting jealous, i would, used t, get jealous too when my best friend, felicia's close to other ppl. but it doesnt affect me already, bcos i know, despite the many other close friends or friends she has, i know she has never forgotten abt my presence n we would try t catch up when we have even the tinist slightest free time.
3. u may say i dont always share e things i tell t jess only. but u hav t understand, different ppl has different personally, style or whatever, that = t say that not everyone can b shared of the same stuffs. 1 example: some girls stuffs can b shared b/w the girls. but i would sometimes tell u abt them too. or sometimes, i didnt even tell jess abt a thing on purpose, it may b a comment on a spur of the moment, example: walked past a short guy, commented"that guy is so short", n that same guy walks past us at another day, then both jess n would look at each other n rembr that comment n laugh or what. THIS is NOT called keeping things from u. do i hav t always rembr all my comments that i made within a day n then report t u? n i do not even tell evan or fish or jialu everything.
4. 1 single person does NOT necessarily has t hav only 1 or 2 close friends. i do not hav only u n jess, i hav fish jialu evan. n i hav many other friends like kaishing n yuan who can make me laugh. is it that that can make u jealous abt? what do u want me t do? someone who can make me laugh n can talk t me abt everything, n i hav t tell him or her "sorry i 'v got too many close frens n ppl who can make me smile already, so please stay away frm me."? is that u want me t do? i can fully understand if u say u r jealous once or twice, but too often, i would say u r selfish. i am so sorry if i'm hurting u with my words. but if we r close frens, we should b honest with each other. n i feel that i should hurt u now instead of in e future, i hate to push things off.
5. u may think i am not thinking for u, but rembr many things have got the positive n negative sides, but most of the time ppl can only see e negative side, its only when they r calm to think str that they can see the slightest positive side. then they hav t choose whenever they want to move on with e positive outlook or negative ones. but positive isnt an easy path, so others may push themselves t learn t b stronger go on. its only those weakling losers who would give up n move down the negative route. u only hav 1 life in this life, r u gonna let urself down by pushing urself into e darkness of the world?
jazzed it up at 2:13:00 PM.
2:13:00 PM
her biography.
alanda ng shi jie.
16 May 1988.
taurus
NYP
Regrets kept me going. Memories leave me smiling.
as the saying goes,
don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
=)
dum- deedly- dum.
her luxury essentials.
snuggling under my covers
shopping
colours
JAZZ
jazz it up with.
rebonding Lancome Miracle [so magic] =) sewing machine =)
LEVIs
more tops
more skirts
more accessories
handbags
trainers
tracks stuffs
more of everything =)
most importantly, i wanna get a job!
