blogger is being sucha major bitch. i'm telling ya, if they'r still giving me troubles, i'm so gonna switch t xanga, wordpress, or livejournal. hmph.
but i'm stayin here, for now at least.

anyways.. HOOBASTANKS! hahas.. i'm loving it, not for them, but for evangeline tay!! loves loves.. hahas.. she didn go with us. she had t go backstage, n also t party with hoobastank at e afr-party. hahas.. she's da best LAH! she wore flip-flops there. hahas.. "professional", actually we could hav gone backstage too.. but.. er... hahas.. hahas.. any any anyways.. i love her. glad that she's picking things up. so fast. yess.. i'm surprised, but hmmm.. with a new guy, **FROWNS. wells.. jus glad that she got over that cheater. so yupps..

I'M SO GONNA START STUDYING!!

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me n jess doing the dishes. hahahs..
future housewives.

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**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:34 PM):
tell u 1 story..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:34 PM):
u hear of apple tree story before??

Hoobastank LIVE!!.... lovess.. says (3:36 PM):
what's it abt?

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:36 PM):
thr is a small kid who live without parents..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:36 PM):
the kid is so so so hungry..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:37 PM):
got nth to eat at all..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:37 PM):
jus 1 nite..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:37 PM):
the kid really cant walk anymore..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:37 PM):
den jus rest n slp under a big tall tree..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:38 PM):
when de sun raise..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:38 PM):
a big apple fall down frm the tree..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:38 PM):
he gt no choose n get tt aaple n eat..

*iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:38 PM):
the kid still wan summore apple as the kid is still hungry..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:39 PM):
but the tree is so big..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:39 PM):
so tall..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:39 PM):
the kid is really cant reach tt height at all..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:39 PM):
so the kid jus talk to tt apple tree..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:39 PM):
"i have no parents"

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:40 PM):
"i have been hungry for mths"

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:40 PM):
"can u give me more more apple to eat?"

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:40 PM):
after for few mins..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:41 PM):
around 10+++ apple fall straight down to de ground..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:41 PM):
the kid was so surprise y the tree understand all the words the kid have jus say..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:41 PM):
when the kid look up..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:42 PM):
the kid saw alot of monkeys hangin around the apple tree..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:42 PM):
so wat i tryin to tell u is..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:42 PM):
those monkeys is ur family..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:43 PM):
the apple tree is jus a big home to protect u..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:43 PM):
to feed u..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:43 PM):
so no matter how playful the monkeys is..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:43 PM):
they still gt a good heart..

**iLLUSION Of tHAILANd ** says (3:44 PM):
dun bcos jus a small things tt make u wan to leave the big tall protected apple tree..



thank you. =)

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last night's was e best! at last, i've paid my sleep-debt. nice.. heex.. refreshing!
oh, i'm so excited for later. gonna meet evan n HOOBASTANK!! loves!
OoOoooh!!!

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2:32:00 PM

14th feb. agrrr! i dislike this day so much!!
i was still wonderin who who n who. n i've decided. none. ha.
was actually wondering should i try him, but i jus saw sth which i felt that he was so cheapen-ing himself, a major turn-off. i almost barfed. omg!
anyways,
so gfs! thou we know we always say outing together on this day, but we know ourselves, we'll always end up goin somewher else with own dates. hahas.. but i'm sure i'm sure.. sth goin come up. heex..

jazzed it up at 3:23:00 AM.
3:23:00 AM

having someone workin at nokia's da great one!
=)
free concert tickets, loves. more more n more.
cant say for the privacy or whatever.
heex.. loving it.
anyways, next up would be HOOBASTANK! simply omg! its been like so long long long time ago! oh, i miss them. hahas.. thou i think it wasnt so long time ago.

any any anyways... what's e meaning of, wearing ur heart on your/the sleeves?
someone said that.

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5:20:00 AM

i always thot i'm pleased with myself, as in hmmm.. character wise la. ahahs.. many wtfs sounding now. anyways, cutting short of the explanation y i said that. n so i decided t improve on myself. i'll quit arguing with others, no matter who's in e wrong, let each party cool off then try t talk abt e prb. n i'll apologize if i think i'm in wrong, no matter how lose face it would be.
but sometimes when both parties r in e wrong, example, Y and Z.
then only Y apologises, Z goes ard, haughty-ly sayin," see! its Y's fault. ha! apologize cos its all Y's fault only, Y's guilty..." so on n so on..
i know people like Z are kinda damn. but still, i'm gonna apologize if i think i'v at least a little wrong. cos at least i apologize for my part, so i wont have t feel bad. n yes, even it means apologizing t people like Z.
yea! understand? hahas.. BOO!! if u dont. nights.

jazzed it up at 4:12:00 AM.
4:12:00 AM

ytd was short but ha. ermmms.. jus funny, nice warming. =)

anyways, girls girls.. i can only say, sweet talks are really attracting.. but try not, PLEASE TRY NOT TO fall into e traps behind. what bullshit about dreams with a girl with that beautiful rays of light n ur sweet face coming into focus. ha!

anyways, i'm really sick of those darn rumours, i know i've been swearing more often now, i'll try t curb it, if only e past jus stop repeatin itself.

wells.. wells.. jessica, i think althou i really truly treasure the friendship between me n her, she's e 1st fren i made in sch [jess, u know who].
but if she's showing us the attitude stil. i guess i'll hav t let it go then.
we cant explain e happenings t them, they would still think we'r e bad guys, thou all hav been hurt, all are victims in their own ways. but sometimes, some hurt arent visible, some faults arent obvious. jess, i guess i'll jus let her get close t that person, n let her feel so herself, feel whatever we'r feeling so.

n those rumours, hais. just let them b then. what t do? jus sick of them.

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"""WHEE! HOW SWEET?! DARN BEST FRIEND FEVER'S BACK FOR VISIT. DARN!"""
Im teething again, guess that's why i aint feeling great these days, i always fever when i'm teething. i'v already got so many teeth, now growing, still. luckily i haven undergo e surgery yet.

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i hate fever, darn dizzy headache. damn the pills, chewy red, yucks. i think the docs are tryin t kill me.

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my feeling was alright.
then it got
="(((( by my family
then gotten
=) by a surprised visit.
but alittle
=[ becos of the distance between, that's so damn obvious.

jazzed it up at 2:10:00 AM.
2:10:00 AM

the tall heels were killing my feet. now my left heel's pain. agrr.. extremely!

bye i'm off to bath.
nights.

jazzed it up at 6:05:00 AM.
6:05:00 AM

drowned down afew shots, had crabs and some delicious food whipped up by my godmama and my ahmama. cos today's dear cous jackson lam's 22th birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!
please b more mature than me. hahas.. glad that u'r alrights with mummy already.
=)
alrights alrights. i went t tons of places today, due t the many wrong directions. hahas..
nights.

jazzed it up at 12:51:00 AM.
12:51:00 AM

went t see my darling evan at the hospital today.
omg. damn that bastard!
he brought her down to.. i'v no idea what could describe that. but it pains me n caused me t tear when i saw her that upset. damn. i'm feeling so guilty towards her, i thot he's e one for her. i thot i could leave her in his care..
now, i only wished for him t let her down slowly if he wants t let her down, but not t drop her like a hot potato. not throwing her off that great height, that's beyond pain.
hais.

jazzed it up at 3:25:00 AM.
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i just came back from malaysia. i don't really like goin there often, cos it would increase e risk of being recognised by anyone thr. n yes, today we went t JUSCO n a group of ppl regognised me, luckily i was walkin alone around at that time. anyways anyways,

!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

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